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I'am not too sure why I am the way I am.
Meaning why I don't give a fk about alotta of things.
I don't know why I don't care 'bout school as much as I should.
I have the potential to be a 4.0 student, but I choose not to do my homework.
I hate studying.
I always zone out in class.
My teachers get mad at me for it.
I like reading, but I get distracted.
I don't know why.
I wish I did.
I wish I could change the evilness in my heart.
I wish I wasn't sucha bitch.
I just want the clutterness, and unnecessary bullshit out.
I just want to leave.
Not permanently, but temporarily.
So when I come back I can be who I really want to be.
And when I come back, you'll see me at my best.
And at my best is which of who I really am..